: saya terlalu rindukan awk !

awak tao tak saya rindu sangat kat awak ! terlalu rindu . . 

tuhan je yang tao ape yang saya rasa sekarang !

rindu segala2nya tentang awk !

bile teringat kan awak, automatik air mata saya mengalir...

saya hanya mampu tahan je semua tu sebab kita jaoh...

rindukan gelak ketawa awak, senyumam awak, muka awak time tdow, muka awak time marah..

awak suka sakat saya..saya rindu semua tu.. :( :(

rindu main gurau2 ngn awak..

saya paling tak suka bila jaoh n kita gadoh2 mcm skrang nie, awak terus off fon..

saya xmampu buat pape kalo awak off fon.. sebab kita dah la jaoh..

now awak cakap awak dah tak percayakan saya.. saya just mampu diam jew..

even saya cakap saya sayang awak pon awak dah tak percayakan saya..

saya tak tahu nak buat mcm mane lagi..

now saya tak tahu ape status kita skrang.. still couple or tak ..

saya sayang sangat kat awak ! kalo awak rasa kita dah takde pape,

saya nak awak jage diri awak elok2 ! jage kesihatan awak !

awak tu sakit.. jangan makan seafood k..

tolong jangan lupa semua kenangan kita selama 2 taon nie..

last kenangan kita bila kita tengok wayang sama2 !

'OMBAK RINDU' !

saya always doakan yang saya dapat jumpa awak nanti..

hope awak baca pe yg saya tulis nie...

saya sayangkan awak ! terlalu sayang ! terlalu rindu..

MOOD: sedih, nangis !

: end of college life...

tomorrow last paper for grand final exam and automatically the college life will finish.. so rasa memang sedih.. bu what can i do... happy gak sebab saya sudah besar ! haha . . :)

esok suda merdeka ! :)
boleh melompat2 !

: the days passed, felt more sad ! :(

hye peeps ! sehat ka ? i rase i da lame tak update blog kan .. nak buat macam mane, makin bz coz suda last sem .. Grand Final for the last semester was around the corner .. so that, so many things that i need to settle .. kena buat elok2 untuk final sem nie .. hee . actually hati nie tak rela tok update blog hari nie .. but update gak coz nak bagi hati nie lega sikit .. tak larat nak pendam2 lagi .. :(

today, last day class for Crisis Management and Operational Risk Management. dan Yang penting tok Last semester nie .. Sedih sangat2 ! lagi lebih kurang 14 hari lagi college life akan berakhir ... adoii ! tak tao laa nak cakap macam mane perasaan nie ... terasa sedihnya ! mula2 tu rase happy la coz da abis blaja, tp sedih la nak tggalkan member yg ade kat sini, n takowt gak coz da nak masok alam pekerjaan .. ( pergh ! skema..haha)

nanty kita semua da tak jumpa .. mybe jumpa la kowt tp susah sikit laa sebab masing2 hometown jauh2 kan.. tapi kena redha la kan n trima la seadanya.. bak kate org la kan, setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan... tp i tak suka pepatah tu..sebab kalo boleh i tak nak berpisah ! hehehe

: i akan ryndoo korang semua . . especially dak2 rumah n DRM23 !

: mood = sad !

: cuTi YaNg mEnyEronOkKan . . . :)

hye oLLz . . . sehat ka semua ?? hee . .  cuti Deepavali yang menyeronokkan bagi i. . macam2 jadi . . tapi i happy ! hehe . . happy sangat2 ! semalam i baru sampai dari kelantan . . memang penat gilak ! sebab tu i xlarat na pegi kelas hari nie . . semalam bus yang i naik rosak pulak . . . rosak kat Janda Baik . . so, kami semua pon tersadai je kat tepi jalan . . bus too enjin die berasap . . hati i pon berasap gak coz lambat la sampai KL nanty . . so kne tggu bus lain yang lalu ctoo tok kitowg tumpang . . bile da dapat tumpang , kne plak berdiri dalam bus coz da xde seat sampai ke KL dengan beg berat lagi . . adoii . . . . memang penat sangat . . Tuhan je yang tao . . but bersyukur sangat coz selamat gak sampai . . hee

jum tengok pix . . .

my sis, kak ayu beli arnab 4 ekor ...

dari kiri- mayonis, bobok, bijan, n lolypop . .

nie bobok yang montel ! comey ....

on da way mao kua g beli makanan ...

ini jala mas .. manis tersangat2 ! thnx mama belikan coz i teringin sangat na makan mende nie...

pasar Siti Khadijah.. mama mao beli bahan tok masak ...

n i pon bangun pagi tok ekowt mama g pasar Siti Khadijah ... muke baru bangun tidow ... :)

bahagian atas pasar Siti Khadijah ... kak ayu mahu beli makanan ringan untuk di makan . . hee

wif Beby .. mao pegi jomHeboh kat Kota Bharu ...

after g jomHeboh, ekowt my cousin Ayue g shoot kat Pantai Cahaya Bulan @ PCB ....

sempat gak amek snap pix kat cnie smbil tggu ayue abis shoot ... ngee~~

n pix bwah nie pix after abis shoot .. kitowng g makan2 n snap2 pix ..

On the way g rantau panjang ....

> to ayue n beby : thnx sbb jd kawan baik kak tiq kat sane ... nanty kite g jalan2 agy k.. i love u ollz so much !

> to mama n abah : kak tiq sayang sangat kat mama n abah ... hope mama n abah sehat je k . . muahxhx !

> to myChubbyHunny : aawk tao sy ryndoo sangat kat wak mase kat kampung ... sy pon sayang awk sangat2 gak ! hee muahxhx ! awk makin chubby laa ... 

: nEw soNg For My bLoG . . . RIHANNA . .

actually suda lama tak tukar lagu blog nie sebab tak tao nak letak lagu ape . . 
so last2 lagu Man Down by Rihanna menjadi pilihan hati . . :)
before this lagu sweet2 jew , lagu My Moment by Rebecca Black . .
Best jugak lagu Man Down nie . .
i tak ade la beria2 minat Rihanna nie. .  Biase2 jew . . 
Coz idola i Jennifer Lopez @ J.LO . . badan dia hot n muke dia pon cantek !

I didn't mean to end his life
I know it wasn't right
I can't even sleep at night
Can't get it off my mind
I need to get out of sight
Before I end up behind bars

What started out as a simple altercation
Turned into a real sticky situation
Me just thinking on the time that I'm facing
Makes me wanna cry

Cause I didn't mean to hurt him
Could've been somebody's son
And I took his heart when
I pulled out that gun

Rum pum pum rum pum pum pum rum pum pum pum
Man Down
Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Man Down

Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station
In front of a big ol' crowd
Oh Why Oh Why
Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station

It's a 22
I Call her Peggy Sue
When she fits right down in my shoes
What do you expect me to do
If you're playing me for a fool
I will lose my cool
And reach for my fire arm

I didn't mean to lay him down
But it's too late to turn back now
Don't know what I was thinking
Now he's no longer living
So I'm bout to leave town

Cause I didn't mean to hurt him
Could've been somebody's son
And I took his heart when
I pulled out that gun

Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Man Down
Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Man Down

Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station
In front of a big ol' crowd
Oh Why Oh Why
Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station

Look I never thought I'd do it
Never thought I'd do it
Never thought I'd do it
Oh gosh
What ever happened to me
Ever happened to me
Ever happened to me
Why did I pull the trigger
Pull the trigger pull the trigger BOOM
And end a nigga end a niggas life so soon
When mi pull the trigger pull the trigger pull it pon you
Somebody tell me what I'm gonna what I'm gonna do

Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bum
Mi say wah man down (A weh mi say)
Rum bum bum bum rum bum bum bumm rum bum bum bum
When mi went downtown

Cause now I am a criminal criminal criminal
Oh lord a mercy now I am a criminal
Man Down
Tell the judge please gimme minimal
Run out a town none a dem cah see mi now

Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station
In front of a big ol' crowd
Oh Why Oh Why
Oh mama mama mama
I just shot a man down
In central station 

mood : gilak Bosan !

: cuti Deepavali . .

hye korang semua . . Happy Deepavali kat semua korang yang celebrate deepavali especially untuk kawan2 kelas i . . Happy Deepavali to them ! :)

tomorrow i balik kampung kat Kota Bharu . . yea ! boleh jumpe mama n abah . . tiket i pukul 8.30 pagi laa . 

n macam biasa, myChubbyHunny akan hantar i kat stesen bas kat Tesco Puchong . . so esok kena la bangun pagi2 . . adoi, xbrape nak rajin laa na bangun pagi2 nie . . hehe :-)

i tahu kat kampung mesti bosan sangat sebab kat sana i juz stay dengan mama, abang, n akak ipar, abah pulak datang KL . . n i sorang2 . . susah kan jadi anak bongsu nie . . tapi nak buat macam mana, kena redha laa . . hee . . 

actually malas nak balik kampung nie sebab terlalu lama duduk dalam bas . . dari pukul 9 pagi - 5 petang baru sampai sana . . jauh kan ?? brape kali bangun tidur kalau boleh . . hahaha . . tapi nak buat macam mana, kena balik gak coz cian kat mama . . mama demam dah lama sangat .  so i need to visit my mom . .

n after come back from deepavali holiday, i kena bekerja lebih keras lagi with Mady, n Salmi untuk settlekan pasal farewell Party . . sebab kitorang yang organize farewell party niee , so we'll harap semua kawan2 dapat bekerjasama dengan we'll okay ! L O V E U A L L !

so, okay laa . . . na pegi tidow jap . . i feel very tired coz sudah kemas rumah, lipat baju n basuh baju . . 

so i need to rest for the while . . okay ??

okay . . . daaa . .  muahx  !

tersangat sedih . . .

i feel very very very sad after receive a call from my sis last night . .

macam2 my sis storie morie kat i . . then ade something dah wat i sedih sangat . .

i love both of you soo much !

p/s : mama . . . i mish u soo much ! n kak tiq syg sgt kt mama tao . . . hope mama cepat sihat k . .
        abah . . . . i mish u soo much to ! tp nape abah macam too ?? :(